| Lately I've been in this state of blah....meaning...well I really can't explain it...just nothing really interestered me, or even motiveated me to do much of anything. Even after attending the Singles Weekend Retreat II...you'd think I'd be more motivated and ready to take on more...but nope....Don't get me wrong, SWR II was amazing, answered some questions that I had, and even reminded me of things I need to work on to be a strong brother of the CFC-SFC community, a loving son and brother to my parents and sister, and a leader to my boyz. but I think I've got my answer..... GOD'S been showing me that I need to start maturing and be a MAN for him, and not a boy to society. I need to man up to his call, and not continue to be a follower of what society says is "considered okay", if you catch my drift. This chapter was interestering while it lasted...but needs to end! if you xangalanders really want to pry and understand more, I'd be more then willing to share on a more personal note....Peace GOD BLESS. "For I know well the plans I have in mind for you, says the LORD, plans for your welfare, not for woe! plans to give you a future full of hope. When you call me, when you go to pray to me, I will listen to you. When you look for me, you will find me. Yes, when you seek me with all your heart, you will find me with you, says the LORD, and I will change your lot; I will gather you together from all the nations and all the places to which I have banished you, says the LORD, and bring you back to the place from which I have exiled you."
(Jeremiah 29: 11-14) |
